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Linkin Park - Numb
Something from my childhood


"Numb"

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me,
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take.

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

And I know
I may end up failing too.
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.

[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)

Shoutbox

~kyoko43:iconkyoko43:
*run to find you*
Wed Apr 17, 2013, 3:44 AM
=BunnyVoid:iconbunnyvoid:
haha its fine... everyone gets their down days... hahaha at least now ur back
Tue Apr 16, 2013, 12:41 PM
~emo-dante:iconemo-dante:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ....
Tue Apr 16, 2013, 2:56 AM
=BunnyVoid:iconbunnyvoid:
YOOOOO DANTE, wherever u are i want u to know that u are still one of my awesomest and truest friends! thanks for sharing ur feelings. its always nice hearing from u even if u say otherwise... u take care k.
Mon Apr 15, 2013, 4:28 AM
=BunnyVoid:iconbunnyvoid:
kyoko <3
Mon Apr 1, 2013, 4:40 PM
Nobody

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ばにーぼいど

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SKETCH Traditional Style:


how i sketch (with decent details) with my favorite pencil. Sometimes I shade sometimes i dont. This takes me 5 to 40 minute



SKETCH Digital Style:


how i sketch on pc. sometimes i do it in plain colors and sometimes i add texture and brush effects. This takes me 15 to 1 hour


SKETCHY Color Style:


I color a decently detailed sketch. This takes me 20 minutes to 2 hours


OEKAKI Color Style:


I make a drawing on oekaki board. This is the easiest color style for me since i'll draw limited anatomy but its also quite challenging since the paper size is limited (300 to 500px). This takes me 20 minutes to 1 hour


INKY Color Style:


I color using plain colors (suited for this style) and render them in textured paper effect. This takes me 15 minutes to 2 hours



POP Color Style:


I color a clean inked drawing with my standardize hard cell shading style. I also use brush, shapes, texture and effects. This takes me 2 to 6 hours

PlzAccounts/Pixel Art/ Shimejis:


I occassionally make thses stuff but not now... So much lag with shimejis
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MOST AWESOMEST STUFF

STAMPS ^u^


by :icongrimcody: <3 <3 <3 me with her OC, Cain


by :icongrimcody: my Qayin with her OC, Cain <3


by :icongrimcody: animated GIF Qayin TOOO AWESOME :3


by :iconkageusrageus: CUTEST BUNNIES IN THE WORLD :3 mrrr <3


by :iconmysterycookie: Pretty Havel


by :iconkurimu-tan: made Eira <3 so pretty :3


Havel with pretty eyes by :iconkurimu-tan: heheheh <3


by :iconthedemonfyre: Amazing Halloween picture of Eira and Eternal <3 meheheh they look like good friends


by :iconmysterycookie: Havel and Qayin somewhere in post :3 <3 I luv it


by:iconmysterycookie: Havel with other oc friends heheh


by:iconripvanwinkle316: Lovellyyy Havel with butterflies heheh :3


by :iconthedemonfyre: OMG A SUPPPERRR AWESOME SKETCHHEEE SO PROOOOO!!!! heheh i love it :3


by :iconemo-dante: THIS IS LIKE SUPER COOL! I REALLY LIKE MYSELF HERE AND I'M WITH A REALLY BADASS VERSION OF HAVEL heheheh the bestt! thanks dante


by :iconemo-dante: Battle of the Alter Egos


by :icondevilmaycryvergil: BUNNIESSS! She made them for free I'm so thankful XD


by :iconthedemonfyre: <3 bunnies and butterflies


by :iconkurimu-tan: ASDFHGKJHSG Super kawaii version of Havel, Thank you! XD


by :icontheshelberine: OMG OMG OMG a free icon by the ever amazing and kind theshelberine


by :iconxatrocity: I'm so touched... Since Havel has recently left me and had just returned now... this is very touching... i love it thank you dear!

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Tue Jan 29, 2013, 6:55 PM



I miss you guys but i'm apologizing because i might still be away for a prolonged period of time... I hate it too. I really hate it to the point that I just want to quit it entirely, but since i have to practical with life... I can't. I want to be here, but this life is just so horrible it pulls me away from the things I love.

I'm sorry for everything.

I haven't drawn anything recently
I sifted through my messages
But please note me if its urgent... please note me.

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Havel Khevah - PROTAGONIST




       He's my main protagonist in my project: "Secrets of the Zodiacs" "S.O.T.Z" for short. He also happens to be my alter-ego, a manifestation of my inner psyche. I reflect a lot of my values, beliefs, personality, and emotions on him.

       Havel Khevah is closely associated to butterflies, a symbol for spirit, hope, and transformation. Havel is the personification of a childs' transition into adulthood. In his story, he goes through a traumatic isolation process just like when a caterpillar creates its cocoon and had to overcome a lot before he is able to assume the role as hero...just like when a butterfly struggles to break free of its cocoon.

       Also, in my culture presence of butterflies mean presence of spirits/souls. Havel's ability is to absorb spirit energy. Most of the time it oozes out of his body. For this reason, butterflies follow him around, attracted to his abundant spiritual energy.

Qayin Khevah - ANTAGONIST




       Qayin Khevah is the primary antagonist of Secrets of the Zodiacs. He is the personification of how i perceive evil to manifest in people through desire. Generally Qayin is good, especially in the beginning of the story. When Ophiuchus, the true evil, influences him, his desires grow drastically and he becomes more selfish until he thought less of his family, friends, men, and his society's welfare. This consumed him and disable him to fight the evil from within him, loosing his true self in the process.

       His symbol is the eagle, an apex predator which feeds on the lowly. Like the eagle, he is often revered for his prominence, grace, vision, and authority. He projects a very heroic stature to his people but deep inside he is cruel and dominating among the weak, especially to those who challenge his leadership as king.

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:iconripvanwinkle316:
~RipVanWinkle316 1 day ago  Student Digital Artist
Bunnyyyyy~!
How've you been?? I miss you!! Hopefully the coming summer will free more time for both of us >~<
What have you been up to?
Huuuugs!
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:iconjjjorgie:
~JJJorgie May 6, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so very much for the fav!!!
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:iconmizaeltengu:
Hey, Bunny.

Thank you so much for one more donation.

^^ hugs, Bunny!
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:iconbunnyvoid:
my pleasure mizael :) i wish u the best always :)

and hugs ^u^
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:iconjjjorgie:
~JJJorgie Apr 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so very much for the fav!!! :)
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:iconkurimu-tan:
=kurimu-tan Apr 18, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
BUNNYYYY IM SORRYYYYY IM SOOO LATEEE :iconuhuhuhuplz:
Even though you gave me my gift early. ;___;
h-here you go..
[link]

I hope you like it.. :)
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:iconbunnyvoid:
dkfhaskdjfhaskdfhaskdfjhasdf THAT IS FANTASTIC :) mehehhehe thank you!
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:iconkurimu-tan:
=kurimu-tan Apr 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Awww thank you!
I'm glad you like it!
And you're welcome!
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~tennisbunnyrox Apr 16, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY!!!! :"D

:heart: :heart: :cake: :heart:

I will try to make time and draw you a birthday picture. ^^

Hope your birthday was a blast! :D
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:iconbunnyvoid:
awwww thank u tennis heheheheeee :D aww that is so sweet of u :)

:iconbunnyglompplz:
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